最近觉得很空虚！不知是否是因为想起以前的一些事。很多的事情对我来说已是散乱的碎片。。。之前在九月三十号那天写了一篇东西，但一直都没有防上榜。那不是为了炫耀我的感觉，以为我专一。那是一片写出了我内心的感受！向大家一起分享。。。是一片很长一下的作文。大约有504个字。

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When i looked up to the clock, i realised that, i almost missed one important day... her birthday. I don`t know whether she is celebrating with her parents and siblings, or doing her work. Last year, i thought i wouldn`t see her again. It was four years ago when i firstly meet her in a preparation for national day celebration at Dataran Labis. Haaha... She was wearing white cheongsam borrowed from our school principle (women for sure). She was quite pretty at that time. That is the first time i started to notice her every movement...
Then, in the next year, 2006. Woah, i finally have the gut to speak to her. That was a very special day and i managed to get her phone number. Then i started to SMS with her. There was one incident where i forget what it is. However i still remember one important thing, i promise her 3 things that will give her surprises. The first thing i forgot, the second was, i gave her chocolates, and the third thing, i ask her whether she will accept me as her boyfriend. Whooo, then the second day, she said yes. Wow, that moment i was very happy.
But, sat thing happened in that year too. Since she is older than me, 6 months, her birthday is on 30 September. Soon our relationship went deep underground. She was first, disappeared in front on my sight, then i looked up for her and ask for reason definitely. She said, our relationship cannot work... I started to think what had happened? Break up? What a joke? Every possible answer pop up in my mind, possible things that i would have done that made her to do this decision... but everything was useless. We break up just 3 weeks before my PMR exam and during my Trial exam.
However i didn`t let that affect my result, i got straight A`s in that exam. I was wonder whether she was worried about my performance in examination but i was wrong after she didn`t replied my calls......
Soon, i got in to Form 4, that time i`m still looked after her. Our class was not far, and i could see her from my class. It never turned better since the day she broke up with me. I still remember that i had ask her whether we could be together again and she answered “NO” without giving any reason.
Now, i`m still missing her. The feeling inside my heart never change even though i`m now at Kuala Lumpur (Further away from her). Almost 4 years, your images still flying in my minds. Still like old days. I`m not trying to said something bad about her, but to share.
People said i`m selfish, but i`m not if you`re going to be a part of me. I`ll give as much as i can, based on my own ability. For you only and for my family. Wishing her Happy Birthday.




Just to express my feelings... To HER...